Many chapters of my life have officially closed altogether now. I don't need to be posting in this LJ any longer if it's going to continue to give me bad, anti-healing vibes due to many old entries I have made since this was created.

I will no longer be updating this journal. Not ever again.

BUT! *oh, the suspense!*

Please add this brand new account to your flists: thesilverlight! If there's anybody I forgot to add, just add me and I'll go check over there and add you back ASAP :) I think I got everybody...*scratches head*

I'm starting all over again, and damn does it ever feel good. As attached as I was to this journal, I really did need to move on from it to continue to heal myself.

I even deleted a ton of older blog entries from my Myspace, because they were giving me naught but negative energy. It feels great to clean house, so to speak.

This LJ will never be deleted, and will always remain open and unlocked (I unlocked all of my Jon entries too, btw...I think O_o), but I will never make another post in it again.

*Nances off to start making a custom mood icon set*

...How the heck do I give wishes to a user at Fractured Fairytales? xD *dies* I have a shop order to "pay" for and I just realized it's not like at WTM...

I'm sick of being the only person who is capable of moving all of this stuff next door. Nobody else can be bothered, and Mom can only do so much before getting short of breath and getting chest pain, and as much as Amanda offers and would help in a heartbeat, she has four children to take care of and somebody else keeps telling her that my nephew will do it instead.

Well. I came home last Saturday instead of Sunday because the guys were supposed to come and move stuff, and they never showed. I had to end my weekend with Jon for that? *sighs*

And one was supposed to come today to move the bulk of these boxes, and that fell through. So I have to cart ALL of them over tonight...alone. Fun times.

At least it's a bit cooler today. At 1pm it's 85 degrees instead of 98, and the low tonight is going to be in the mid 60's instead of the mid 70's. I think this heat wave is finally ending, but sometimes it goes all the way through mid-September, so who knows. I just REALLY hate moving stuff in the heat >_< Besides, the front porch over there is nicely inhabited by giant carpenter bees (which are basically harmless, but still annoying...I don't like big bugs at all), red and blue wasps, and the occasional pissed off hornet. *Rips hair out because she is quite terrified of all bees and wasps*

Stuff to do:

- Take all these boxes over there
- Finish packing the rest of the stuff
- Move the rest of the furniture (washer, dryer, the big secretary/desk thing, my tv and cart, the bookcase, the shelf system surrounding my bed...the beds and my computer desk get moved last)
- Move big ac to the kitchen window over there
- Move little ac out of my new room and into the sewing room for Mom
- Hire electrician to fix the furnace over there
- Call DirecTV to switch
- Call Verizon to switch
- Hire roofer (Jon keeps insisting he'll do it :O)
- Get assistance out here to build a handicap ramp for Dad over there
- Get the weatherization folks out here to replace the front and back doors over there

*Falls over*

For the time being, after I post this, I'll continue to relax and plot which area I'll tackle next. I guess I go read more Elfen Lied.

This is the one I was talking about in my last entry x3 Little Red Riding Hood, piratized for the FF August Member Challenge...


Base is by www.graphicdolls.co.uk

I just joined Eden Enchanted, woot! I'm going to subscribe ASAP...I mean, it's only $3 for a whole year. This will mean that I belong to three awesome forums...EE, FF, and WTM. *Lovessss*

I did the August Member Challenge at FF -- turning fairytale characters into pirates. That was really fun, I love challenging myself :3

Ugh, it's so hot here that I'm not even opening the blinds in this room today. I get close to the window and the heat just emanates right through, so we're not even going there. I'd rather not look outside at the shimmering heat and brassy sky and trees anyway. The heat index is 99*F right now at 1pm and just going to get even worse. Where Jon is, the heat index is 108*F at the moment :/ I made him promise he wouldn't do any running today in this, because he doesn't do well in heat at ALL, and there's a heat advisory up for him. I might make him stay in Brookneal tomorrow instead of coming out here to the auction, because it's going to be pretty much the same temps here.

If anyone were smart, they wouldn't come to the auction at all tomorrow. If they're that stupid to be sat in a garage bay with tons of hot running vehicles, then...they're stupid.

It's so hot that there's no point in trying to take anything next door. Last night the heat index was in the mid 80's even at 2am, and it was utterly humid. Even now, with the central air and my air cleaner running, it's very difficult to draw a complete breath; the air is stagnant and my lungs feel heavy. North Carolina is stuffed with air stagnation advisories right now, and I'm kinda surprised we aren't as well.

Taking my mind off the heat and breathing difficulty for a minute...

I think I have a new manga love: Honey & Clover. I'm sad to see Akachan to Boku leave Shojo Beat, but I can keep up with it on onemanga.om or mangavolume.com, hopefully. I came to really adore that manga, as much as I did Aishiteruze Baby. Speaking of which...*skips off to see if Akachan to Boku and Nana have been updated yet*

I guess I expected to earn his spite. Even after knowing him for 5 years...and...meh.

I don't know what else to say to him now.

Another long friendship bites the dust, I guess.

This isn't all about you. I like how you're so egotistical about this. As usual.

:/

Wounded Angel. How the hell do you think I felt for so long when I thought you didn't love me, thought you wanted nothing to do with me? I thought we were no longer together, I really thought so.

But I guess that's been proved true, you'd rather go into another of your epic exiles than have anything to do with me now. Nice.

Oh, and when the FUCK did you write 8 books? You never shared any of the other 7 with me, never even told me about them except for one.

When you come out of your betrayed and wounded exile, feel free to email me. I'm not going to bitch you out or be a twat, that I can promise you. If you ever want to talk, I am always here.

I should have been more direct with you.

I shouldn't have hidden anything from you, no matter what my intentions.

I should have told you a long time ago.

Yes, when we continued to flirt and such in MSN and when I got Facebook and all that, I did have that spark of hope return to me that we could continue to be together and that we still had feelings for each other. And yet...I figured we weren't really together anymore at around August of last year, I admit. Two years, Trevor. Two years, and I've never even been able to hear your voice since October of 2004. Two years, and sometimes you never even acknowledged I was alive. Two years, and were we really ever even a couple? Were we really even in love, or honestly cared about each other? Two years...for what, Trevor? I loved you. So, so greatly, and I am honest in saying I will always care about you. Hell, look how long we've known each other. How can I not care about you?

So, in saying that, it's time I told you what's going on, to be fair to the both of us. I don't want to be a hypocrite when I say I care about you...I still don't want you hurt. I guess...all I can say is that I'm sorry for not telling you sooner. I just really didn't know how to do so :/ I'm horrible at these things, but I now have the strength to do it after you messaged Mandi and seemed so bewildered.

I met someone.

...*Sighs* Trevor, I initially met him in late January at the auction. We hit it off and began developing a mutual crush on each other, and I'll be honest and say I never imagined I'd end up with him.

I don't hate you, I honestly don't. I really, really want you to be happy and have someone you can hold at night and be with whenever you need each other...the two of us couldn't have any of that. Face it. It wasn't working...you can't really deny that when you look at the big picture. We both need someone in person, Trevor, and you and I both know it.

I know you were busy all the time. But...I would have bent over backwards for you. You never did for me. It made me feel very lonely and unwanted for a very, very long and agonizing time.

I guess I simply just gave up after so long. I couldn't do it anymore. But it wasn't fair to not officially let you know all of this.

Please...please...just don't get anyone like Margot and Jen again. Please...when you're least expecting it, someone will find you that is perfect for you. I promise you this. For so long I thought we were so right for each other, but that began to waver last summer and finally just came crashing down for me altogether. I think, somehow, we've grown apart in our own ways. We became grownups together and we changed. If you hate me right now, if you're pissed as hell at me, then I can't stop you. If you never speak to me again, I can't stop you. If you sense any maliciousness, sarcasm, or ill will in this post, that is a false assumption.

But I will say again that I'm very sorry I didn't tell you any of this sooner, Trevor.

I still want to be friends with you...if that's still an option anymore. I understand if you don't want that.

Sorry for being a complete bitch. But...we have separate lives to lead where we are. Grow where you're planted, I guess, as the old saying goes...

I have so much more I want to say, but I don't know where to begin.

Woohoo, more dollehs!

All art is copyright © Mary Gervasi unless otherwise stated, and will not be stolen and claimed as yours.

Let's start with my Dark Inheritance chars, babeh!

~The Cast Part I (did this a while back but some of you may not have ever seen it...linked out for size)~

~The Cast Part II (linked out for size)~


Queen Aerian transforming into armor and full power morph :3


Princess Phyra in typical disguise when wanting to avoid attention, even hiding her wings within her cloak.


Queen Soleil of the Redlands. You saw her above in Cast Part II, golden-cloaked as her Jewelsinger self. Even her hair glows like the sun, along with her translucent skin.

OK, now for FFVII fanfic charas!!


The children of Vincent Valentine, Draeven and Victoria *squee* I was writing a fanfic to follow up Awakening and it would involve Vin and Mari's kids, but I never followed through with it. Still, I HAD to draw Drae and Victoria!! They're both gunmages, taking after both their parents' professions ;)


Andria "Andi" Sullivan, Mandi's FFVII OC and Mari's best friend :3 She's so purdy!! This character and her designs are copyright © Mandi Newton.

(All above bases are by Lola @ www.lolaart.net)

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Now, onto more stuffs!!


Itty bitty FF fellas!!! *Squeals* Reno, Squall, Tidus, Vincent, the SHM, and Cloud xDDD I have NO idea who did this base...please help me find out who it was! *headdesk*

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My Harry Potter OC, Crescenda. She's one of four sisters who are separated into the four houses of Hogwarts...how original. xD I love my Slytherin biatch!

(Bases by Francesca @ www.pinkland.net)

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For the August theme at WTM!: Undies xDD She's levitating a magical peridot, by the way...the month's birthstone...and I just couldn't leave that hand empty, you know? xD She's wearing my corset and thong, durnit...

(Base by Graphic Dolls @ www.graphicdolls.co.uk)

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World-famous Oriental dancer and my dancing idol, Aziza! *loves* I almost got to go to one of her workshops in NC, but I missed out...no monies XDD I'll go to the one she's giving in Newport News next February, for sure!! Her outfit is one she wore at a performance in 2004. I was inspired to doll her after watching that said performance on Myspace :D

(Base by Xandorra @ www.xandorra.net, skin palette by Blue @ www.eclectic-blue.com)

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Inspired by a doll at Packaged Bliss, if you can't tell x_x xDDD I love how she came out though...it was my first time using one of my new bases. She might turn into a new character of mine.

(Base is by me, will not be released until Sakura Medley reopens in September)

:D I have made literally TONS of bases in the past few days...I can't wait to get everything ready and make a layout for the brand-new, resurrected Sakura Medley.

Heh, public entry :O

I'm officially connecting my sudden sappiness to the fact that I am in love.

I mean, seriously. Songs such as When You're Gone, Beautiful Disaster, Amazed, If Everyone Cared, and the older Tim McGraw/Faith Hill song It's Your Love make me weepy. Certain commercials make me weepy. Summer nights and crickets in the darkness and watching him quietly sleep make me weepy.

I was never like this before. Not with anyone else.

And besides, when on earth did I start listening to country love songs again???? Something MUST be going on within me ;D

I've really got an honest, down to earth, sweet, kind, hospitable, masculine without being an arrogant piggish asshole, modest, funny, considerate, hard-working, fun to be around, good ol' country boy of a man.

*Grabs two Kahlua Mudslides, a bbq chicken pizza, and PotC I and II and zooms away to his house*

...Why on Earth am I locking all Jon-related entries so that Trevor can't see them??? >________

The last two days (Thursday-Saturday) were amazing and beautiful. I want to do it again, and we will soon.

I love him.

(NO TAGGING! YOU MUST ALL DO IT! XD HAHAHHA!!!)

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends. Hell no I won't xD *runs*


* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I've watched porn movies. (Like...one? xD)
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Liposuction on my upper arms :P)
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast.
* I have fresh breath in the morning. (usually, heh)
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
* I'm a pretty good dancer.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently like/love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex. (Only around ones that I like)
* I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (Alcohol, yes)
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (Only about certain things, though)
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I’m obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Conservative Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job.
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my ears pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. (I used to, but not in the past couple of years I haven't :))
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much. (Almost did...)
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time. (Used to be the case. This time, thank God, it isn't.)
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. (APPLEBEE'S ROCKS, YOU FOOLS!)
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo. (Not yet, hehe)
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
* I have been to over 15 conventions. *Geeks out*
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in offline life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries.
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business.
* I smoke.
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (I was going to bold this, but I HAVE been told I'm normal. Damn. I hate being normal.)
* Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. Never got to seek help, heh.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language. (Sorta...)
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV.
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. (Uh, wtf?)
* I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.
* I own a (small) collection of retro games consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories.
* I am compulsively honest. (Usually...)
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. (I used to do this during the most severe point of my depression/anxiety problems, but I haven't been in such a state for a very long time now.)
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. And I stick by my f***ing choice!!!
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (It depends on the person. Drama queens never get my sympathy. And I have enough of those in my family.)
* I am a virgin.
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* Wishes people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I'm Irish. (Partly...)
* I only have one parent due to either a divorce or death.
* I was born premature by three or more months.
* I want ice cream!
* I wear a rainbow everyday!
* I believe in faeries.
* I am a Christmas freak.
* I am depressed.
* I dated an ex again.
* I am so hesitant in dumping somebody that I can't trust myself to do it or NOT do it!

-RED-

1.Closest red thing to you?
Parts of my Tifa figure's outfit.

2. Has anyone ever cheated on you in a relationship?
Yep.

3. Last thing to make you angry?
Myself xD

4. Are you a fan of romance?
It depends...I've gotten to where I can't stand it xD

5. Have you ever been in love?
Yes.

6. Do you have a temper?
It depends on my general mood. Sometimes I do, but sometimes I just very mellow.

-ORANGE-

1. Closest orange thing to you?
A Prismacolor colored pencil.

2. Do you like to burn things?
Yes, it's fun. xD

3. Do you Dress up for Halloween?
Yes :D

4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
Sometimes a bit too much.

5. Do you prefer the single life or the security of a relationship?
Oh, relationship.

6. What would your super power be?
Flying or the ability to heal.

-YELLOW-

1. Closest yellow thing to you?
A drink coaster on my desk.

2. The happiest time[s] of your life?
Heh...

3. Favorite holiday?
Christmas, followed by Thanksgiving and then Halloween :3

4. Are you a coward?
Depends on the situation.

5. Do you burn or tan?
I burn like crazy >.<

6. Do you want children?
Yes. 2-4.

7. What makes you feel warm and safe?
Being in someone's arms at night...and being at home on a cold or stormy night with a cup of hot tea and my journal.

-GREEN-

1. Closest green thing to you?
The green of the watermelon design on my flip flops.

2. Do you care about the environment?
Very much so.

3. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
Nope.

4. Are you a lucky person?
In some ways, yes I am.

5. Do you always want what you can't have?
Often, yes...*sighs*

6. What happened to question #6?
I ate it and it tasted like chicken.

7. Are you Irish?
A bit, yes :3

-BLUE-

1. Closest blue thing to you?
Seawinkle the seapony :O

2. Are you good at calming people down?
I try to be.

3. Do you like the sea?
It's my first love ;D

4.What was the last thing that made you cry?
I dunno, but it was just a couple days ago.

5. Are you a logical thinker?
Usually.

6. Can you sleep easily?
Yes, but I also wake up easily :/

7. Do you prefer the beach or the woods?
How about coastal woods like in Cape Henry? Standing in sandy soil under a thick, quiet, magestic green canopy with sunlight filtering down and silent life all around you...and you can hear the quiet rush of the ocean waves in the distance...and smell both lush forest air and raw salt air...

-PURPLE-

1. Clostest purple thing to you?
Stuff on a notebook on my desk.

2. Like being treated to expensive things?
No, unless it involved a Wii.

3. Do you like mysterious things?
Yes, they're quite mysterious.

4. Favorite type of chocolate?
Dark!!!

5. Ever met anyone in royalty?
Nah, though my niece Becky thinks she's the queen of the world -_-

6. Are you creative?
Yes.

7. Are you a lonely person?
Yes.

-PINK-

1. Closest pink thing to you?
The pink on my flip flops :3

2. Do you like sweet things?
Of course xD

3. Like play-fighting?
I delightin it xD

4. Are you sensitive?
Too much.

5. Do you like punk music?
Somwhat. WTF does this have to do with pink?

6.What is you favorite flower?
Hibiscus and blue or white roses.

7. Does someone have a crush on you?
I'm taken.

Edi's right. I seriously need some lessons in self-confidence.

And I need to stop complaining and worrying about minor things like what goes on in forums. I feel like a complete bitch now.

Apparently, there is a huge difference between MLP and Transformers.

I nanced my way to the toy aisle last night because I wanted to get myself a TF for once in my life, as I think they're awesome and always wanted one when I was a kid. Well, Starscream and Optimus Prime had obviously gone off somewhere to do battle, because neither of them could be found ANYWHERE xDDD

Mom: You are NOT beginning a new collection!

Me: Is getting one Transformer a whole collection? Nein...

Mom: It's time for you to grow up. You wanted one when you were a kid? Well, you're an adult now. Get over it. Transformers should have gone out with the 80's and not come back, they were always absolutely stupid. e_e I don't know what Hasbro is ever thinking.

Me: Uhh...you never, ever had this attitude with MLP...are you inferring that I need to get rid of that collection--?

Mom: O__O ABSOLUTELY NOT!!

Me: Well, it sure sounds like it to me. If you say that about TF, then MLP should stop being made as well.

Mom: ...No. There is a big difference between MLP and TF. MLP are decorative and small. TF are bulky, ugly, and...make absolutely no sense.



...LMAO!!!!

Haha, that's the first time I've ever gotten in trouble with a shop owner in a pixel doll forum. Oops. Apparently, I can't read the rules...oh SNAP! :O

It made me feel like Arena n00bs who never reads the adoption rules and just thinks they can get whatever they want. NOOOO, DON'T COMPARE SELF TO THEM, SELF! *pours tea on self*

*Ambles off to pack more things* xDD I think this Mudslide is getting to me in the best way...LOL

...I just finished HP7.

Holy. Crap. On. A. Stick.

Without giving away any spoilers, THAT WAS AMAZING!!!!

I may post spoilers under a cut later, where those who have finished the book can discuss them with me :D

A very happy birthday to my wonderful sis, Cathy aka pixiewildflower



I hope you have a wonderful day full of blessings and joy and love!! *Bday hugsss*

I love how people call me evil and godless because I'm a Harry Potter nut. I love how they attack the series without even knowing what on earth it's about, just what they've heard from others who haven't read it either.

The series is about the fight of good versus evil, friendship over enemies, morals and justice over all. It's a fantasy series.

Funny. I have never seen a Christian attack Lord of the Rings...

You can call me any disgusting name in the book, and I won't flinch. But you call me godless, and you'll regret it.

I read Harry Potter and proudly own all seven books. Am I godless?

I have Wiccan friends. Am I godless?

I've had bright purple temporary streaks in my hair, and I have an electric blue extension that I love to use. Am I godless?

I wear black nail polish, often combined with pink tips or various cute stripes. Am I godless?

I'm considering a tiny tattoo of a cross with some verse on it, just to defy those who would try to take this away from me. Haha, you'd have to cut my skin off. Not that a tattoo is all that proclaims my faith and who I am, but I think you get the idea. I don't like the idea of the pain involved though xDDD Am I godless?

Sleeveless tops ftw! Am I godless?

I don't shove my faith down other people's throats. The thought appalls me. If they show interest or I inadvertently interest them, then that's awesome, but dood. There is a MAJOR line that is very, very easily crossed. Am I godless?

Apparently, these make me a false Christian. HAHA!!!!

*Laughs sardonically* Oh, yes, look how very fake I am. At least I TRY not to be a hypocrite. At least I don't judge others for what they look like or whatever else. No, I am not claiming to be the best there is. But I have the strength to love my God above all else and yet respect and love other people, no matter what their faiths or appearances or literary/music/etc tastes. I would never judge that.

Although, if you listen to Britney Spears or Hannah Montana I mean Miley Cyrus I mean whoever the heck she is, I WILL make rag on you ;P

My apologies for how snarky this entry sounds. I am absolutely and utterly tired of this stupidity.